Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I Cant Find Curing Salt

Supplication to my mother, Pasolini

One of the most beautiful poems I have ever read ... strong, strong enough to strangle the breath in my throat. I still remember the feelings that I gave the first reading and return to that incredibly, spotless, to upset me every time. A piercing cry that goes from me to you, every single day ...

It is difficult to say son's words

what they look like little heart.


You're the one who knows the world, my heart,
what has always been, first of all other love.

So, I must say this is terrible to know:

is in your grace that my anguish grew.

You are irreplaceable. For this is damned to loneliness
life you gave me.

And I will not be alone. I
an endless hunger for love, the love of bodies without souls.

Why
the soul is in you, you, but you
are my mother and your love is my slavery.

I spent my childhood sense
slave to this lofty incurable, a huge commitment.

was the only way to feel life,
the only color, the only way now is over.

survive, is the confusion of a life reborn
beyond reason.

I beg you, ah, I beg you: do not want to die.
I'm here alone with you in the future in April ...






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