There is a phone call that I do every now and then on Thursday night that fills my heart. First of all because my phone to a dear friend who lives outside of Genoa, and secondly because it is a call "slow" that we have no haste and tell us our lives without the thought of hanging up something fast because presses . This makes us the good and is a gift that sometimes we allow both me and her. instead suffer so much visited in "stroke". The more I get older and more intimately than I hate giving himself brushing against hasty appointments that will never speak for a bit 'calmly to confide in and face all the time it takes. We seem to have relegated this to the studies of experts, however, where an hour after the shooting rate and there is another person who will enter (paying). Still, there are priests and the witnesses who are willing to listen to for free and for long times even the stories, problems, joys humanity but I do not know how long this could happen. I bow to the slowness of the relationship and is a real pain for me to die to feel the words in my mouth because there is no "time" and the person who talks to me or myself, we care and we are already reaching out "other." The joy, the joy of talking with a friend or a relative or a son or a husband, he managed to also transformed into a huge undertaking to be addressed (I have to, I I feel obliged, and not that nice!) Again, this is consumerism and its opposite is to stop the dialogue and make those words become moments of eternity.
I faced his view with suspicion, did not convince me nor the plot nor the title of the film (for me the title is very important), and after about two hours I found myself with tears in his eyes and belief that it was a of the best movies I had ever seen. The story of George VI (father of Queen Elizabeth), King stammered, a bit about 'the history of each of us. Because, except for the perfect ... we all have small or large handicap that prevents sometimes bring out the voice, to give breath to wishes and hopes, to talk, to explain, show our individuality, to say the word that only we can say. Not everyone has to give a speech to the nation, but everyone in his small talk has to do that sometimes it does or "stutters". Block more afraid of his shadow ignorance and already we have seen since school classmates who did not study but they knew "very well sell their wares, while others were massacred on the books and remained completely silent and defeated in front of prof. harsh and authoritarian. Then during each life there have been important days in which to make or not make a speech to tell the difference between acting and suffering. When should defend their dignity in the face of an injustice, a bully, when to say something to a child because a situation can not go on like this, and when a friendship which is held so shaken when a love disappoints or hurt when you are part of a group and feels that its spontaneity and sincerity is choking ... Then it's time the "speech of the king '."
There once was a man who wanted to be perfect, so he went to a Buddhist temple to look for a teacher to help him. soon found him asked him: "Master, if I meditate four hours a day, how long will it take to transcend my own suffering and come to perfection?" The master replied: "If you meditate four hours al giorno forse ci metterai 10 anni" Pensando che poteva fare di meglio , l'uomo allora disse:"Mestro se medito otto ore al giorno quanto impiegherò a trascendere?" Il maestro lo guardò e disse:" Se mediti otto ore al giono forse ci vorranno 20 anni" " Ma come mai se medito di più ci metterò più tempo?" chiese l'uomo. Il maestro rispose:" Non sei qui per sacrificare la tua gioia e la tua vita. Sei qui per essere felice e amare. Se il meglio che puoi fare sono due ore di meditazione e invece ti sforzi di meditare otto ore , ti stancherai,non capirai il senso di ciò che stai facendo, non ti godrai la vita. Do your best and maybe you'll find that no matter how much you meditate, you can live, love and be happy. "
In any circumstance, always do your best, no more, no less. But remember that your best is never the same, it can change at any moment. Everything is alive and constantly changing, so sometimes your best is of high quality and sometimes not. When you wake up fresh and rested in the morning, your best will be different when you are tired and sleepy. When you're in good health rather than ill, or instead of sober ubriachi, il vostro meglio avrà gradi diversi. Lo stesso vale se vi sentite felici, amati oppure sconvolti, irritati o gelosi. Nella vita quotidiana il vostro meglio può cambiare da un momento all'altro, da un'ora all'altra, da un giorno all'altro. Cambierà anche nel corso del tempo. Senza preoccuparvi della qualità, continuate comunque sempre a fare del vostro meglio, nè di più nè di meno. Se cercate di fare di più,impiegherete più energie del necessario e alla fine il vostro meglio non vi sembrerà comunque abbastanza. Cercando di strafare svuotate il corpo di energia, andate against your nature and takes longer to reach the goal. But if you make less than you, you will feel frustrated, and judge you open the door to guilt and regret. Do only your best in every circumstance. No matter if you are tired or sick, if you're really the best you will be impossible to judge you. If you do not judge you have no feelings of guilt and not punish. ; Miguel Ruiz .
- Stare molto meno su internet e uscire un po' più spesso anche durante le fredde serate invernali.
- yoggare tanto (vabbè, continuare a yoggare :) - minimo un libro al mese, non metà o tre quarti, uno al mese, se non di più. E continuare intervallando fra lettura in francese, tedesco, italiano (inglese vada a ciapa'l nel cü'l, oppure dai, uno ogni tanto, così, en passant)
- leggere tassativamente ogni settimana (a partire da dopo l'India però) un articolo lungo in russo e continuare a scrivere la mia agenda nella Sacra Madre Lingua.
- iniziare veramente a meditare su cosa potrei fare "da grande" perché lo shittyjob sarà anche comodo ma è certamente poco gratificante e inoltre mi fa perdere tempo (anche se comunque meno rispetto ad altri shittyjobs)
- viaggiare, viaggiare viaggiare, e non dico solo in senso pratico ma proprio mentale. Ritornare bambina e stupirmi di tutto, scoprire ciò che già conosco
- imparare a fare qualche dolce (vegano) e quindi a intendermela con quel particolare oggetto chiamato "forno"
- ah, e ovviamente, non badare più troppo ai latin lovers/bestie, e se finisco con un altro di questa specie, starci sapendo già in anticipo che qualsiasi cosa diranno la smentiranno il giorno dopo e quindi non dargli mai importanza. Tenersi sempre in testa Parole parole parole di Mina e riderci su.
Ma magari, tanto per cambiare, potrei anche provare a innamorarmi di un uomo decisionista e in movimento, curioso e che capisca che le responsabilità non sono un demonio al quale sottrarsi ma semplicemente la vita stessa vissuta e non solamente riflessa in uno specchio.
Buon 2011 ai miei pochissimi lettori di nicchia =^^=
Our soul magnifies the Lord, and we exult in God our Savior. He turned his gaze poverty of our love. Now everyone can see his power that transforms our way. Great wonders the Lord has done for us, have our lives filled with good things: has given us a family in which to grow, placed beside us wise and joyful, brought us together good friends. His mercy raises us from the weaknesses, His forgiveness overcomes the narrowness of the heart. His Word enlightens the uncertainty of our steps. He sustains our hope, offers us a community in which to serve. Great is the Lord who gave us this love and will remain as a witness of our union, because it is strong, faithful, fruitful. He will not leave us alone. Our soul magnifies the Lord, our Savior
Non avevo mai letto Böll e per puro caso ho iniziato a scoprirlo con Ansichten eines Clowns , only because I found in my favorite used book store in Bergmannstrasse. Clown enter immediately and without hesitation in ia m very personal list of most popular books. I believe I have never found a more expensive and fascinating protagonist of Hans Schnier. This melancholic clown who now no longer anyone laugh, depressed, submissive alcohol and cigarettes is one of the most pure and on esti of all the literature so far read. On the other hand also in the novel off she is accused,
"Schreckliche ... das ist an Ihnen, dass Sie ein unschuldiger, fast Mochta ich sagen, sind reiner Mensch." '... The worst thing is that she is an innocent, I would say almost a pure . "
which because of his melancholy and his difficulty in recovering from the end of romance with Marie.
Hans is pungent, ironic, sweet, sensitive, sharp, insightful, angry, curious. One child became an adult but my heart still intact. A clown. Son of a wealthy family, saw the conversion of many respectable men who from National are then entered into the CDU. He is not religious but loves Marie, deeply Catholic woman. On Sunday the clock carefully to avoid its latest mass and if he is late to pay the taxi (with the money that does not have) so he can attend the entire ceremony. Every time I arrive in a new city where he must perform one of the first things he does is informed about where the main church and possibly look for a group of Catholics so that Marie always has a little 'Katholische Luft, air Catholic around. But Marie leaves. And he, like a stubborn child, I do not accept and does not want other women, he has a serious fault to be monogamous. no money, no cigarettes, no alcohol and no Marie, Hans calls to old friends or assumed in search of money and meanwhile remember, until he decides to put makeup on her face again and prepare for its new original show .
"Sie wissen zwar to, dass ein Clown melancholisch sein muss, um ein guter Clown zu sein, aber für ihn Dass die Melancholie todernste eine Sache ist, kommen sie nicht darauf. "
"Everyone knows what a clown must be sad to be a good clown, but that for him the sadness thing is a damn serious, since there do not get it. "
